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Name: Joal
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: McAllen
Birthday: 10/28/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: you.
Expertise: playing a variety of instruments: violin, guitar, cello, double bass, bass, drums, currently learning piano
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  watyoureallyneed
Member Since:
7/25/2005
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| it's cos she's picture perfect. (answer to post below)
i work at wingstop and my gut's expanding.
not good.
jimi's the best.
weed is just good stuff.
oh, wow.
ghostland just came on.
midnight voyage.
i want something good.
this is good for now, though.
good fucking song.
perfect.
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| i passed the piss test. pretty amazing. i plan on being able to pass piss tests for a good while, too. the sober, drug free way. it's the only way, i think. forget about detox.
in other news, i look a wholejk;alsjvlk;j
why do i want taylor so fucking bad?
do i just want to fuck her one more time?
do i miss what i used to have that badly?
do i really think she's got what i need, whatever the hell that may be?
i'd like to take her out just one more time.
i'd like to exchange thoughts.
i'd like to end this right.
if only just to know that there's an end.
maybe it ended and i just wasn't there.
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| i stopped smoking. it's been about 9 days since the last time. i feel ok.... sorta. after a couple more weeks of being sober i should not only be able to pass a piss test but i might actually start working out again. the only thing keeping me somewhat healthy is basketball.
once my natural energy comes back to me... i won't want to smoke for a long time...
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| fuck.
the irony is that just days before finding out my (until now, hopefully) new job requires me to be tested for drugs...
i...
1. smoked a couple bowls.
2. ordered a shirt online that simply says, "dog eats bag of pot, gets high."
now i feel like a fool.
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| i'm ready to stop the cycle.
i really want to stop.
music, sex, pot, food, sleep.
what a fucking life.
i've worked plenty, though.
i know what work is.
what disappoints people is my inconsistency.
i can do, i just never do enough.
never.
but it'll change.
first is to not let people take advantage of me anymore.
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